Hello Everyone. So sorry that i havent been around for ages, i have been so busy.
I have finally moved house now and i am now living in Coventry so not too far from where i was before.
Dont know if you all remember but i started a new job back in August last year, well i hated it there, the guy i worked for was a complete arsehole, so i decided to leave but i didnt work my weeks notice, i couldnt bear to work there any longer, i cried nearly every morning because i hated it that much, then one morning before work i broke into tears infrony of my hubby and explained to him that i hated it so i didnt go back. They are now taking me to court as i didnt work a weeks notice, so this has been over my head for the last couple of months now, in the mean time they havent sent my P45 so i am unable to claim any benifits so money is very tight. I am now looking for another job but am finding it hard as i love spending the time with Declan but i cant afford not to have a job as we have a new mortgage to pay and my hubbys wages do not cover everything!
I have also been worried about my nan, as you may remember she has cancer and she has had all the treatment possible now and they are unable to do anything else to her, so it is a case of just watching her in pain now and it is not fair! She has aged so much the last few months.
So with all of the above going on this is why i havent had the chance to visit babytalk, which i am really sad about as i know now it is closing. I am waiting to get another job and be in a secure job for about a year and then i would like to have another little one, i really want one now but lack of finances!